Blog & Update Posts
Thank you so much for your patience! Its been a while since I have updated my site! I've lived a lot and have so much to talk about but I will begin with a 2017 look back! This year has been quite transformative, I worked so hard on my musician, and showmanship! Earlier in 2017 I was able to reconnect with my grampa that I've only met once upon moving back to California. I've had such a great time being mentored by him. Ive learned new musical language and have pretty much mastered my scales back and forth. Thanks to the help of Elm and his team at @developingnextartist I have been reunited to dance. I feel more comfortable in my skin now than I have in my whole life and its showing in everything I do. Recently I have been working for myself full time as the CEO of PASSION FRUITS LA. AANNNDDD one of the coolest moments of 2017, I performed at my first BIG festival this Fall, which was a dream come true! Looking back on all that I've accomplished, I am most proud of my ability to take a step back and become a student again. It's so easy to keep trying to forge forward thinking that we know it all, but its necessary sometimes to revisit the basics to sharpen your skills and prepare you to take a leap into the next level. I pride myself on being a leader, but being a student of everything in my life allowed me to see mistakes from the past, cut corners that I needed to review and its the best choice I've made. I recently have become a full time mom again as well!!! The transition was a little rough but its been nothing but a blessing having my son move back in with me. I will admit that him being away so long made me afraid that maybe I wouldn't be able to handle being a creative and being a mom. But, surprisingly not much has changed lol!!! I was worried for no reason which is almost always the case. I am growing, I am living life full out...I might be a little fatigued but I'm going into 2018 SWINGING. I've been working on myself and craft tirelessly and I KNOW big things are on the horizon for me and my family. I am thankful for love, all the opportunity, and all the growth! SHOUTOUT to all the bomb ass mom supporters I have! You are amazing, strong, and beautiful. Lastly Thank you to every single person that supports me or that has touched my life and made it better!
Until next time..
"A rose's rarest essence lives in the thorn. A thorn defends the rose, harming only those who would steal the blossom."
I kicked off this month collaborating with Tori Nicole. There's nothing i enjoy more than natural chemistry in creative projects. We were able to get a collection of breath-taking shots within twenty five minutes our first time working together. The photo to the left is my favorite shot from the series. In a lot of ways I can relate to the rose. I have to protect my talents and energy so that I too can blossom into the woman I am becoming. The scorpio moon is today and I'm so ready to purge unnecessary connections from my life. Death is apart of life, both an ending and a beginning.
Let go and Live Liberated,
I'm a couple days late but happy April! I'm into astrology so when the Sun goes into Aries It signifies a New Year for me, so I reflect twice on what I want this year to be like. Last year was beautiful but filled with so many obstacles. Most of which came from other people and allowing their actions to steal my joy and peace of mind. That is no more. This month specifically I have directed my energy back inward. I have been taking care of my own needs, emotionally, physically, and spiritually and I have gained a new perspective on life. I feel that I better understand my worth and how precious my energy is. This year I want to surround myself with people who not only recognize my value but actively appreciate it with their ACTIONS. If you know anything about the Universal laws you know that our outside world is mirrored by our inside world. With that being said, I had to face myself and realize that I was not loving myself the way I should or seeing the worth of my presence in my own life or in others. This lead to me putting myself last, chasing relationships that were not good for me and wasting my time trying to get others to see in me what I couldn't even see in myself. After coming to this awareness I CHANGED MY MIND. I'm grateful to God for those experiences because without them I wouldn't know what I deserved. I'm Liberating myself from the thoughts I've had that have stood in the way of the love I deserve. No longer will I sabotage my own happiness by creating situations that reflect the "I'm not good enough" thought process. If your reading this I challenge you to look at yourself and see what It is your creating that is keeping you from living your best life. After doing so, Don't blame, reflect on what you are thinking to create that undesired out come and start the process of change within yourself.